Despite this, for some reason I got a sudden urge to draw... it's almost 12 pm and tomorrow I'll be busy all day but if I dont act on this rn I probably wont for a while again
I would kill myself because im scared of what might happen with my parents and because im very flawed in a lot of ways but I value the posibility of being a girl too much to act on it
Also that means I'll never kill myself, probably
I could live being a boy my whole life, and maybe I would if there was "another chance", but that isn't possible.