Shitty vent account of the swirly-eyed girl herself.
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Despite this, for some reason I got a sudden urge to draw... it's almost 12 pm and tomorrow I'll be busy all day but if I dont act on this rn I probably wont for a while again
I feel like I need to tell someone irl that im trans, I know I shouldn't but I just need.
Im kinda scared I may say something about it out loud infront of my friends, it almost happened before so idk anymore it might happen ahain
I would kill myself because im scared of what might happen with my parents and because im very flawed in a lot of ways but I value the posibility of being a girl too much to act on it
Also that means I'll never kill myself, probably
It's that time again, where I feel weird and sad even though nothing has happened....
I am almost never picky, I would be fine with almost everything in life, but the few things I do want, I really really want them
