mfer could tell i was "working something out in my head" CALLED ME and had me WORK THROUGH IT omg wtf even alright then ALRIGHT THEN
god i just want to stop crying. i just want to be alone i cannot teach a man how to care enough to ask me how i fuckin feel. i am 40 i cannot do it. i would rather die alone
i want to take a baseball bat to data centers ala office space && focus all my brainpower on inventing technology for cats to live forever