Early-30's | Life-long StarFox fan | Outer-space basket-case | Neurodivergent - Please handle with patience.
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I'm back, now. Safe, alive, everything intact. but I just can't get the possibility of another recurrence out of my mind. I'm absolutely losing it. I don't know what to do anymore.
But can I really stay awake, knowing how easily I suffer from migraines at the slightest upset of my well being? HAAAh, probably not but OH WELL, I GUESS, RIGHT? RIGHT???
Nobody actually cares, AOSF. Get real!
I'm so terrified. I only got two hours last night and those weren't even at home!
To whoever out there might be wishing me or anyone I love ILL, just STOP. This ends NOW.
I've had TWO fires happen close to my home, 6h apart! I fear for my 30 years of artwork, and I'm THIS CLOSE to losing my marbles to a possible hyper-vigilance that won't allow me to rest easy at night. AT ALL.
Add a social woe on top of that? Don't worry! Postdrome is often one step ahead of you, such that you don't look before you leap and do something twice as stupid as you would under normal anxiety. X~X;;
Sincerely hoping for some patience/understanding regardless... And deep apologies if I slip up.
