idk what this is anymore. a cry for help? maybe. im just slowly losing it day by day. i dont know what i want anymore. im just so tired of being alive. i thought things would get a little easier with time but where i am now in life doesnt feel right nor do i feel like my own self. i hate it all.
im sorry. i nvr want to dampen anyone's moods with my negativity. i just had to let it out this time before it actually makes me explode. i want it to stop. im so sorry.
