im sorry. i nvr want to dampen anyone's moods with my negativity. i just had to let it out this time before it actually makes me explode. i want it to stop. im so sorry.
ive done it all ive tried it all. i wanted a good change but it always ends up being for nothing. im tired of constantly blaming myself for the way my life has gone. so what do i do now? what do i seriously do? i have nothing. im just watching life as it goes by with little to no hope left.
thank you to those who reached out to me last night i appreciate it very much. still not doing the best but i am a lil more calmer than i initially was <3 pls take care of yourself and know that im always here for you too