thank you to those who reached out to me last night i appreciate it very much. still not doing the best but i am a lil more calmer than i initially was <3 pls take care of yourself and know that im always here for you too
H e a v y M e t a l .
#mecha #art
im sorry. i nvr want to dampen anyone's moods with my negativity. i just had to let it out this time before it actually makes me explode. i want it to stop. im so sorry.
what more can i do? i don't want to keep feeling like this i rly dont but im struggling to see the light. ive wished so much for it to all go away that it hurts. i just want to be happy again.
ive done it all ive tried it all. i wanted a good change but it always ends up being for nothing. im tired of constantly blaming myself for the way my life has gone. so what do i do now? what do i seriously do? i have nothing. im just watching life as it goes by with little to no hope left.
im barely hanging on by a thread. everyday that goes by is just me thinking how the fuck i got here. im only 23 but it feels like i have lived through a whole lifetime and it nvr seems to get better. ive tried so hard to not let all these horrible emotions get the better of me but what else can i do
idk what this is anymore. a cry for help? maybe. im just slowly losing it day by day. i dont know what i want anymore. im just so tired of being alive. i thought things would get a little easier with time but where i am now in life doesnt feel right nor do i feel like my own self. i hate it all.
sorry for disappearing me and miyu have been trying to touch grass
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