it’s actually very evil to treat someone with my trauma history unfairly or viciously. i need even more tenderness and kindness and gentleness.
is there anyone with any disposable money who can volunteer to help out with Rett when there are emergencies like loss of access to meds or food? you will be a last resort.
i wanna die
it’s funny how i will think someone is a sweetheart but they’re not. my default is to assume people are sweethearts (even if i get burned). this person who was mean to me about my posts about unconditional care was actually someone i had identified i want to give unconditional care to.
it’s simple. i post many insights on here. i stand by them. if you do not like my insights, you can ignore or unfollow. but DO NOT enter my DMs accusing me of unfair readings of my motivations and try to police my posts. the only person who has a say on what i post is ME. it’s ur choice to follow me
i was FIVE
goodbye.
i still feel physical sensation of bruises when that memory comes up. my therapist says it’s a somatic flashback.
also if you come for me, trust you’re probably wrong because i’m very serious and talented in my critical work. i know my worth and the worth of what i say. you’re out of your depth when it comes to my theory.
i’ve literally been victim-blamed and disbelieved about my mistreatment since kindergarten when a bully falsely accused me of spitting at her and i was suspended and my mom beat me for weeks.
