I love raccoon esque women. What are you doing rooting through the trash little guy? What treasure did you find in there?
BIRTH
LIVE FOR BIRTHDAY STREAM! www.twitch.tv/melioravt
Also now that I've officially shown the model on stream, here's Meli 4(?).0!!! More like 500.0 if we're counting tweaks made to the last one, but I adore this model. Huge thank you to Suiika for making such a beautiful model and having such a fluid TOS for edits. I'll show the full model later on!
i don't shy from talking about my health struggles but lately they've been hitting harder and contributing more to depression and seclusion and i hate that so much. i dont want to drop off the face of the earth every time i'm having a hard time, and i don't want to quit streaming but fuck its hard
THAT SAID - I WILL be streaming Wednesday (26th) at some point, for my birthday. I don't really like birthdays and they make me really sad, and last year I streamed that day too so I'd like to make it a habit and spend it with you guys instead of my depression cave!
having one of those "severely nonverbal burns out really fast" kind of springs ig
i spent 2 hours this morning setting my stream stuff back up, energetic and excited to go live again, only to have the wind knocked out of me and a huge wave of exhaustion and anxiety spike. one day, yall.
I've always been pretty open about my mental and health struggles, and I wanted to mention that its been worse lately. I do try, but pressing "live" is hard, and I haven't been pushing myself to do it as often as I'd like to. March is a really hard month for me 😔
A senseless string of deaths 😔 (i laughed so hard i couldn't speak, it was worth it)
