The more clothes I try, the more I realize that transitioning takes time and that my impatience is making my life harder. I'm only 4,5 months in and I'm expecting waaaay too much.
I should be happy about how far I've come, but that's not going to happen until I look in the mirror and say "That's me"
Ich war erst 3x, aber bisher hab ich anschließend so gut wie keine Probleme gehabt...
Warst du vlt. an der Sonne?
My excitement is over the moon 8D
Pleeeease give us a Cadian Guard Armor and a Lasgun! #Helldivers
I'm pretty sure there'll be an Astartes themed heavy armor and a Bolter :3
I'm sad that I can't watch another episode of Dorohedoro today :(
I love this show soooo much!
I'm "a little overwhelmed" with how much more difficult it is to find women's clothes that fit me. The size charts are so confusing...
4 months HRT progress:
- more direct dysphoria than ever before ...I'm impatient :(
- Estradiol was too low (47...pf 100-200), I'm now getting 3x Gel pumps a day and in a few weeks 4.
- Boobies are forming nicely (much quicker than expected)
Impatience's my biggest enemy.
Tank Commander Blu
This is an absolutely beautiful picture of you! I really wish I can get to this level myself <3
I'm getting the hang of using my airbrush. I used mostly contrast paints with it, really wanted to give that murder chicken some really bright colors. :)
#Warhammer40k #daemonprinceoftzeentch
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I hope so :)
Right now there's a lot of negativity/disappointment on my mind.
I know it'll get better, but until then it's a long and tiresome fight.
