The more clothes I try, the more I realize that transitioning takes time and that my impatience is making my life harder. I'm only 4,5 months in and I'm expecting waaaay too much.
I should be happy about how far I've come, but that's not going to happen until I look in the mirror and say "That's me"
I'm sad that I can't watch another episode of Dorohedoro today :(
I love this show soooo much!
4 months HRT progress:
- more direct dysphoria than ever before ...I'm impatient :(
- Estradiol was too low (47...pf 100-200), I'm now getting 3x Gel pumps a day and in a few weeks 4.
- Boobies are forming nicely (much quicker than expected)
Impatience's my biggest enemy.