damn the way I am trying to silence sadness about me not seeing my bf for a long time in my head with working out, I'm not sure if it's healthy or not
well dysmorphia strikes again today that's what happens when you replace one day at the gym with just calisthenics with pull ups at home. sheesh.
no arms, no back, almost no pecs midsection, only legs and ass. body shaped like a female overwatch character
that is honestly so funny cuz I can jump pretty high but I am scared of this nothingburger lol what if my weak hands fall off I dunno
also started to do pull ups more often since I lost like 4 kilos and now it's just easier to do
the problem is, my grip is already struggling past 5th pull up without rubber band assistance and I hate it, maybe I should buy and learn how to use straps for pull ups I dunno...
me with my short ahh height trying to jump and grab a pull-up bar at home (I hate it and I always preparing for 5-10 seconds before it)