Feeling very depressed at second job partially bc i just like... had this image of my drearily working until the day I die, and also like, the fru a traction that at this job, it doesn't matter how hard I work, pay is based purely on your position and longevity.
I work so much harder than Coworker, but bc she's been here longer, she gets paid more. So like, what's the point of trying?
On day 7 of my 18 day work marathon..... starting to drag already and not halfway through.... (does not help there's not enough to do today)
My readibg has slowed down a lot this year, but I only need 20 more books to complete my goal 💃
"death of the audience" is genuinely unironically good advice for anyone who wants to make anything
