I've been realising just how few people I actually talk to recently
I've dropped contact with so many folks over the last 2 years for different reasons
I haven't been making the effort to get to know new people or form friendships. I genuinely don't know if I remember how to and that's scary
"I don't know why"
Yes the fuck I did. Just refused to think about it
I don't know why my head is the way it is, and I don't like. I can't enjoy things like I should be able to. I feel like I'm constantly being punished for something
I'm doing a thing
The redesign is close enough to being done that I've already commissioned some new art based on it
We've got Fidget 2.0 baby!!!
It's not the normal kind of thing I'd post about but I've been considering setting up some AD accounts
I haven't been able to enjoy the more adult side of the fandom for a while, but I want to. There's parts of me that I want to explore that I haven't been allowing myself too
I am going to take a break from the fandom for while
I was the victim of sexual violence by another furry in 2023 and I never properly processed it
I feel like I need to distance myself for the moment
Most of you are fantastic people and I'm sorry that 1 person has ruined this for me
Months ago, I started to properly chat over telegram with a guy I'd kinda known for a few years. I never imaged it would lead to us dating but I'm so glad it has
Happy Pride Month everybody! 🏳️🌈
Took a week away, admitted to myself the impact this has had on me and I've decided that I need to change how I'm interacting with people, both online and in person
It will take time for me to heal from this but I can't let it keep holding me back
I need to be able to do stuff for me and enjoy it!
I hate having panic attacks. I don't know why I have them but I do. I was was having such a good day and it's just been ruined