im glad im building a new space and im infinitely grateful for the opportunity ive been given, genuinely
but i cannot ignore the fact that my brain is fucking freaking out not having my own hole to lock myself into and effectively having twice the problems to deal with on top
im not a happy camper
flirt
bebop
throw that game
when will i suck it up and make a webcomic for my terrible story about my unfortunate freaks, you ask?
indeterminate and/or when i receive a blank check from god
im out of goddamn energy for this shit supremely
SUPREMELY
i have been blown out of every small comfort i have had over the past few months, and yes, this has been ultimately for the better
but i am still drowning in the stressors ive been dealing with from before and now theres just bucket upon bucket of bullshit slopped on top of that too
i am quickly realizing that i am now getting very very very prickly very very very fast because i have been pretty much entirely uprooted and all of my exposed dendrites are going fucking batshit
i can just no longer tolerate some things anymore