Early bedtime sounds good. Just pull a cat and sleep 16 hours or something stupid.
HAPPY JUNETEENTH!! Celebrate black excellence today! ✊⭐
Celeste⭐
Xilimyth
Made the mistake of working Juneteenth on my day job and as expected, i crushed my own soul again.
Wrote code no one is gonna give a damn about.
If there wasn't a bright side to this, I'd be in serious trouble -_-
So work burned me out and #ImposterSyndrome is BAD from it. That feeling of being trapped in this bull**** forever is a horrible feeling.
It's why I so desperately want to build a creative team and do #IndieAnimation or a #GraphicNovel.
I need to remind myself I've put out NOTHING yet...
1/2
Alright people that know me. Accurate or no?
www.idrlabs.com/amazing-digi...
Could it be I just don't like 'Code' anymore?
Maybe I'm broken O-o
I keep looking at my day job getting to tap me for Senior or management.
I keep looking back to the team in my minds eye I want to work with.
That's hard...
Keep trudging forward through the mud... Get the sample material out faster.
I need to remind myself going methodical is the RIGHT THING.
Temper the fires of passion and excitement and keep looking forward to "the date" I push stuff public.
Head up. Chin up.
2/2
Xilimyth
Love this ... because my team IS going to help do things for me. Not because I don't want to learn skills, but that team will do great things together shortly ^_^.
Take everyone's strengths, put them together and we can move the heavens themselves!
<3
