hating your art is not a virtue, it's a sign of burn out or mental illness. the same way your muscles ache if you exercise too much or your stomach hurts if you're starving. learn to identify it as a sign you're pushing too hard or expecting too much of yourself somehow and check in with yourself.
It's always doomed yuri or toxic yuri... what about berserk yuri, confused yuri, haste yuri, sleep yuri, stop yuri