Thank you for all the support~! Honestly I felt a little embarrassed opening for commissions after all this time, but I feel extremely invigorated! I'll respond to inquiries tomorrow and set up a schedule for the next month. Thank you always š
I wish I could channel that angst into something productive but I mostly feel like giving up. I'm sure I'll snap out of it eventually but until then, bleh. Sorry for the lack of art these past like eeerrr 4 years? I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Derp!
It isn't the first time it's ever happened, but I feel so ashamed of what little I can create and how derivative and charmless it is. I feel like I can't come up with anything interesting or meaningful and I've wasted all my time with nothing. I have so many regrets.
(I'm okay btw, don't worry! Just some doofy vent)
Idk why deleting my twitter made me so sad. I guess it's been hard to say goodbye to so many things and people that used to be a part of my life and used to matter so much to me.
Overall, my life has been better than ever and I'm really grateful to be with someone who loves me so dearly and to have so many comforts and opportunities. I think I've kinda lost my touch with my art, tho.