brain is funny and it is hard to reprogram but i'll keep trying. but also psychosomatic issues and whatever the heck is happening. surgery definitely helped but also IT'S STILL A MESS IN THIS FLESH PRISON.
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my brain would much sooner find and agree with reasons that say i'm only in my position because my coworkers are at the point of desperation enough to rely on me than the possibility i might be a valuable employee buuut that's an uphill climb i'll keep working on.
still working on training my brain to think more positively about myself but it's stupidly hard. i've had headaches all week and even more meetings than usual since i am now interfacing with 163356363 teams by subbing for my lead this long and i'm like. =v=);;;;; THERE IS NO TIME FOR SELF PITY
but my body is like lololol i love activating psychosomatic symptoms in response to stress and i'm like body please have mercy
i haven't given up yet i insist on showing support for ramzass
also trying to train up my team members but i feel like they have given up and left subbing for my lead entirely to me since they are not attending these 8am meetings and i'm like...OK I GUESS orz
i am not going to do hours of work at 9pm though I REALLY CAN'T DO THAT ANYMORE ;;;
anyway that aside one thing i like about glass pens is that the inks don't have a headache inducing scent (or it's diluted enough that i'm fine). but also i am constantly stressed about staining things fndbndb
