Even with insurance my dental surgery was 1400 (which doesn’t cover the fake tooth itself I’ll get in a couple months lol). with a bit of help and my savings I now have 900 left to pay off monthly. Any help to make this a more manageable amount would be greatly appreciated
Anyhoo. Everything hurts and I don’t know how to fix it. Sorry to complain on here. Just kind of desperate to not feel like this anymore.
god, remembering how stupid the last act of this movie is makes me feel a little better. i may never have a published novel, and i'll never be as rich or famous as Shyamalan, but at least i never wrote anything as dumb as "Swing away."
finally installed the a/c in my room. if i'm going to be a miserable freak, i'll at least not be a sweaty one.
the problem with existential despair is that there's just enough truth in it that you can't argue it away. the world is pretty shitty. i probably am a mediocre novelist. it does suck that i'm 47, broke, single, and struggle with building long-term relationships.
current level of depression: i'm probably going to replay all the fucking Kingdom Hearts games again.
Pal (she/they)
Starting to think, after thirty years of trying and failing, that I may, in fact, not be a novelist.
Zack Handlen
Zack Handlen
Zack Handlen
Zack Handlen
Lost all his money on crypto
when i'm not miserable, i remember mitigating factors. i can enjoy things. it's a little easier to hope. but right now, everything is bad, being alive hurts, and nothing anyone says to me really changes it. sigh.
at least i can still post. ha ha.
