We need to invent stores that sell things i actually want
One day i wont question myself so much
Me and clowny!
(Drawn injury warning)
I feel very strongly about this piece. I was about 16 when I drew it in the ward after attempting to give myself lead poisoning in my leg. I still have the scar thats now covered by ink.
I dont have the diary entry anymore. But maybe its for the best
The type of shit i want to do to this leg
I know my experience is real just because of this image. I didnt have a label for myself at the time, i didnt fully understand how i felt or why i did what i did. I didnt tell anyone until just a few months ago what i tried to do to myself.
The moment was a real eye opener and i began researching more of what i felt when i was finally home. Finally knowing there was a label out there for me was both scary but relieving cus i wasnt alone. Ofc, the more i research the more dark thoughts i had that werent bottled up
But ive kinda grown out of the worst phase of it. Its usually more bearable nowadays. I even had a months long period where it barely affected me, but it didnt last sadly
