My art doesn’t sell and when it does it’s only when it’s at such a deep discount that I’m making like $7 an hour before losing half of that to taxes. No job wants me because I’m an old disabled dude with work history gaps, no AI screening will let my resumes through.
Okay never mind that, just found out I’ll be receiving half what I thought I was for doing this class despite it going great and having almost full sign ups. Mistake on my part for not realizing that if my class reached a certain threshold I’d be giving up half of everything folks paid for it.
Spaghetti had a grand seizure and passed in loving arms on the way to the vet, apologies if I'm distant for a bit, I just lost my kid.
I’m just so tired of every waking moment being drowning with no hand to reach to for help. I’ve had to be the obligate support beam my entire life, I keep everything up or it all comes crashing down and it’s been crashing down on me either way for years without relief.
Okay now with actual lighting lol
Pride Pigeon and Pride Ptarmigan patches I'll be selling at the Edmonds Pride Market on the 27th in downtown Edmonds, we will likely have the girls with us so come say hi!!
Its my birthday soon! So this weekend I am running a sale🎉
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Just fucking shaking and crying because I’ve worked myself to the bone this entire year barely sleeping from stress and pain and literally nothing I d0 improves things, I’m in 6x of the debt I was in a year and a half ago and barely keep up with payments, I can’t afford food or meds
Oh the way I wish I could figure out stable income so I could maybe one day then figure out expendable income again, I miss commissioning folks so much 😭