Rebecca/Red, Est. '92
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Rebecca Weress
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My life is demonstrating levels of cosmic irony that if it were a book, I'd accuse it of being contrived.
You can't bloody write this shit...??!
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(I'm not okay -what else is new. I don't want to talk about it, thanks, I just need to scream.)
Maybe I should be more public about my issues. think the events that led me here include someone going
"Oh why that was a nice and professional conversation though red used 20% less formal words"
No, honey, that was the equivalent of the most catastrophically cancelworthy crashout you have ever seen
Been having a lot of Thoughts about my art lately. The nature, the shortcomings of it.
The more I ponder over, the more I feel like I'm not an artist. And I'll never be no matter how much time I pour I to honing the craft. Because my work doesn't flow like water, it doesn't grow like wines.
My work is something crafted based on blueprints, something architect... I so rarely can "just sit down and draw with no particular purpose or goal". It's all just in service of an internal compulsion - chasing some perfection im vaguely aware I can never meet.
Nature is an artist because it doesn't event try or care.
Humans aping it with purpose are just... Well, apes.
Anyway.
If you think what I do is art, that's fine. I won't disagree.
But to me it doesn't feel like art in the way I would WANT art to feel.
