// Ira Grachevskaya from the hit 2025 visual novel Z.A.T.O.
I love [Asya Shubina] so much ♡
Ira Grachevskaya
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unbeatable and it's close relative unreadable (muse dash)
I don't think I'll ever make a character that makes people fall to their knees and make posts about how gay they are for them. I'm just not good at drawing "hot" I guess? like idk maybe the design IS kinda 😳 but I could never draw them in a way that'd show it
I swear it feels like I enter a dazed state sometimes where my thoughts are running so fast but there is nothing to process it's all just incomprehensible and it makes me nervous and feel obligated to do something or else and it's really not that fun
sorry muse dash but I am not wrong in this assertion, you are really hard to read
it's like a prelude to a panic attack but there is no panic attack going on it's just a perpetual hyperactivity and I have no idea how to make it slow down other than maybe being physically held and calmed but there's not really anyone around me to do that
I used to just scroll twitter because I felt numb and empty and had no idea what to do with myself but nowadays I'm just REALLY REALLY bored because the things I want to do aren't available to me yet, if I DO have something to do I am less likely to be on social media in general
I have horrible patience and I'm sitting here paralyzed waiting for both deltarune and TADC finale and I just straight up do not know what to do with my life at the moment so all I've been doing is sitting around and scrolling twitter n whatnot 😔
you have probably noticed the uptick in me posting recently, yes I am bored as fuck and have no idea how to handle it I miss my girlfriend so much and I'm anticipating so much shit right nowww I don't know what to do I feel a bit overwhelmed but also understimulated, does that make sense?????