the experiment is hyperaccumulation of metals in old growth vs new growth under different conditions but i’m unable to get my hands on a test kit anywhere even from my lab so.????? new pet mullein!
it has been a very lonely experience, because they can’t find any physical diagnosis criteria…might end up with just a FND diagnosis, who knows. it’s all just so freaky. it’s even affected my speech in person. 😵💫
growing mullein i picked for a soil science experiment and it’s BURSTING from growth in a hydroponic medium. scratching my head. you aren’t supposed to like these conditions madam.
I also had a buddy say i gave off simply “other” as a gender category on its own, and i had to tell her that it gave me euphoria LOL! maybe something along those vaguer lines would feel more like home?
this is incredibly validating to hear someone who understands this feeling. i have never connected with the term “non-binary”, it feels so…just not right & incorrect to me. my gender doesn’t necessarily feel like it’s out of a binary or out of bounds either.
he would say that it’s waiting for something new to happen, any source of happiness that you’ve yet to find. The love of the game (of being alive) and the innovation of joy.
without saying too much, i have been going through some troubling neurological issues lately. i hope i’m able to get back into art soon. my condition is triggered by any extra “work” the brain puts in, which has been physically tolling.
i feel just a sense of “queerness” with my own sense of identity, so that’s why if anything, i have always preferred the term genderqueer over non-binary.
i feel this sooo bad. school has taken up my time and inspiration so bad <//3
