As I get older, I find myself wanting to explain myself or check for clarification more and more.
I'm constantly worried that the way I talk or write is being taken differently. I think vtubing puts me in unique social situations I didn't have when I was younger 🥴 I'm not equipped for this ughhh
I've been taking care of my mental health by stepping away from the internet, journaling, crafting, working, making stream assets, recovering, etc.
It has genuinely helped. I'm less angry, helpless, afraid, pain..
HOWEVER. I feel more anxious about being away 😞
Finding that balance is so hard! 😭😭
Got to see the TADC Finale and I'm upset that my theory was correct. 😭
Thats all I'm saying, no spoilers for anyone 🥹
I keep forgetting to post when I go live but thank you so much for all the raids and all the love 🥺💖💐