Here's the source for the "crippled nobody" comment I mentioned earlier.
Evidently, Vykosa was harrassing anyone associated with Dynal for a while and refused to de-escalate when asked to, eventually resulting in him getting kicked from Dynal's server and him throwing this big tantrum.
He also later bragged that this isn't the first time he's commissioned art of other people's OCs with defamatory intent.
The well goes deeper on this. Vykosa seems to be having some sort of mental breakdown. Not shown in this screengrab is them lashing out at Kyeran and calling them a "crippled no body" later in this conversation.
I am now once more able to take commissions. At least, backend-wise. For the time being I will probably only be drawing for friends until I can once again feel confident enough in my ability to deliver art of appropriate quality in a reasonable timeframe to open public commission slots
I deeply look forward to the day when I have new arts to post instead of just new self-doubts.
I'm on the path. I'm just not there yet.
I've kinda come to a conclusion that the constant media drip of the internet has had a numbing effect on my creativity. I used to explode with so many ideas I couldn't put them all to paper before they faded from my mind, but these days I struggle to come up with anything at all to draw
This is like the longest period of being sex-averse I've had in recent memory.
As an asexual person, being sex-averse now and then is nothing new, but usually my libido sits at a point where I'm still able to engage with sexual content without being actively repulsed by it like this.
2 session for @abigailshire.bsky.social
gawd I remember being super jealous of these girls back in 2007 and having no idea why I felt that way
(it was the big titties. it was because I wanted to have big titties. Poor little teenage egg me had no chance whatsoever of figuring that out)