nighttime cocktail: 3 shots of soju, 10mg THC and CBN gummy, another hundo mg gabapentin, and 200mg prog. high as a bird and starting to feel disembodied, thank fuck
Best thing possible for whom, exactly?
no justice no peace at 1:30 am in Shoreline transitional housing. if I get kicked out, it ends. i am feeling safer outside of buildings anyways
im furious and hurt because of leftists that i trusted who can't be bothered with what I'm going thru even tho it was their volunteer host.
its been impossible to reconcile the conflict within. They are comrades in a flat org and all are volunteers. They called me friend. 😡ðŸ˜
consistency and intention in response is difficult. woke up to outside door slamming and looked out the window to have my primary harasser blow cigarette smoke right in my face. She was standing there blowing it right in my fuckin window. window slammed and I swore to fill the ears of the house.
til gabapentin stacks bad because its metabolized slowly. oof. took my 2nd dose at the peak of the 1st. did not check the titration. if its not seriously required to slowly increase like lamotrigine, it doesn't register and I thought i was going low and slow. Oops!
You folks who follow my nonsense, thanks for listening. I took a look and y'all seem like wonderful people. Its no wonder she loves you.
