me: okay let’s write literally anything else
my brain: forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room
me: [quietly puts matthias back on the roster]
I will say I think doing shots starting at 9 am and bumping club music all weekend did put matthias in my head in a way that changed the chemicals in my brain
me, pvping my executive dysfunction: if I don’t get my ass up to make food I will have to cut limbusing short to make food and if I cut limbus hours short I Will Die
hierarchy of desire
matthias/yoshihide | E
#deifanfication | #matthide
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/86792741
hierarchy of desire
matthias/yoshihide | E
#deifanfication | #matthide
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/86792741
okay now that i've made my matthide offering perhaps i can be normal again
me: i need to decompress after writing fic
also me: opens the doc again but with club music playing in the bg