Like, I will probably talk about it in a somewhat professional way, maybe give it a good old psychoanalytic spin, talk about Orgons, but doing so feels like lying. I'd not convey fully what it means. Something important of my engagement with it would be lost and that betrays the spirit of the series
which is somehow why I actually do need that to happen to me; getting broken not because it's just fun and play but because I feel this inner line being drawn and need it to be torn down, it is sooo irritating and frustrating knowing that its there, holding me back
grrrrr I need to bite something
stuff like this is the reason why recording warhound takes longer than it should
I have too many brainworms and no resistence
you cant even imagine how many takes I delete because of that
The quarterly media video is slowly approaching which means I have give or take two weeks to figure out how I tell a normie viewership of Warhound and co
haha
Unbelievable that there are places where I still have dignity and people see me as someone to be taken seriously and a serious authority lmao
I am thinking about the mechsplo isekai where the protag realizes its not fun and kink if it happens to you in real life and that she actually doesn't like having everything she loves taken away from and used against her and the more I think about it the more I think that'd just be me