Kind of gave up on that "I'm not making art I'm making porn" mindset I had intentionally adopted when I first got back into furry after being too cool for it for a few years in the early 2000s. Maybe not porn per-se but something gut-resonant instead of intellectual.
Been reading Billy Bat over the last week... just finished and wow
I don't really know why I want to make certain things except that they make me tingle, and what makes me stop is this idea that I'd get to the end of the process and have to explain why I just did that. When people are like "WTF is wrong with Swatcher" I really don't know either, sorry.
I honestly don't know if I have what it takes to make fine art, and I don't want to just make porn or reactionary anti-art or whatever. I don't look down on lowbrow but I don't want to make that, either. I'm worried that one day I'll wake up and find out I've been making pablum this whole time.
If I wanted to explain what it was using words, I'm capable of using them. Sometimes the thing you make isn't an explanation or a question. Sometimes it's a mystery you get invited into. And a mystery you don't need to solve, just one you can sit with and appreciate for its mysteriousness.
oh no I love himmm
Atlas and Hans had all the right colors in all the wrong places. Those tiger hands have corrected the error. Much better.
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Swatcher da Mouse
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Swatcher da Mouse
Swatcher da Mouse
Swatcher da Mouse
Swatcher da Mouse
Me, a novice artist trying to art study my past pieces.
