I have been enjoying drawing and only using a few colours of marker pens.
I just don't have any energy today. I'm still in bed despite waking up before 10am. I need to feed Haru, but otherwise I feel no drive to move. :(
I don't do this as much as I used to.
I often would replay a game, or rewatch a show/movie/YouTube series right after finishing it. Over and over. I felt better when I did it.
We now know it was self-regulation, which I'm better at today. But I still rewatch stuff I love, usually YouTube videos.
The charity I spoke with about losing my home has gotten back to me. They're visiting me at home next Thursday.
Now I have an appointment I'm hoping the stress dies down a little and I can start doing more.
I haven't been streaming or playing games in my spare time cos I just can't settle.
I would also quote these repeated things a lot.
"6 SEASONS AND A MOVIE!"
"Cranberries..."
"Mycaruba!"
"Do I have my own castle?"
"... Covered in bees."
"Troy and Abed in the morning!"
I felt connected to them more than other stuff around me. They were a rock. A constant.
Bipolar is one of the most common mental health diagnoses but still remains hugely misunderstood.
For #WorldBipolarDay, we want that to change.
RossyDoesDrawings (commissions open)
green thumb
‘A cruel penalty’: hundreds of thousands of disabled people will have their benefit cut if their conditions are deemed not to be lifelong.
My report in today’s paper: www.theguardian.com/politics/202... 1/5
Made a silly little poster for our next Bristol gig if you want to come!
11th May 2026
Gravy Train Presents: ANTA, TRAPS, Surface Air at The Lanes, Bristol.
anta.bandcamp.com
theredandpurplesongs.bandcamp.com
surfaceair.bandcamp.com
