Back to crying every day. Cried on Sunday having to face going back to work. Almost cried on multiple calls this week and it’s only Tuesday. Finally interviewing therapists and another SSRI stint.
Saying all this to normalize talking about what mental health. www.mcsweeneys.net/articles/is-...
Me trying to find an Asian therapist who takes Aetna… filter by “experience with Chinese”. Entire list appears to be non Asian. This is the insurance/therapy version of “I have a Black friend”. I did try the Asian Mental Health Collective, but insurance filters don’t account for licensing state.
There are lovers you forget and sandwiches that haunt you for the rest of your life.
Me: Claude, where did you get the data for this slide?
Claude: <thinks for too long> cites the slide it just made. Cookie?
Me: LAUGHS MANIACALLY