except i'll feel this way about anything, it comes free with my depression, and if i always listen to the feeling i'll just end up isolating myself. hard to know when it's good advice
its this kind of looking at something with fresh eyes and realizing it was kinda useless all along, that kinda feeling? like walking away from a convo, returning later and its still going, and no progress has been made, but now there's a hint of desperation to everyone
