SINCE WHEN WAS NEKO JAPANESE SLANG FOR A BOTTOM???????
Everything would be better without me
Not good enough for my parents to even remember that I exisr
I’m a fucking waste of space, time and money.
I don’t deserve to live
I’m not enough for anyone.
I’m just here to be discarded
Something to be used by others.
God forbid I ever have anything good happen to me.
I should just fucking die at this point
What’s my purpose even. Cause it feels like all I’m good for is being used by other people.
Nothings ever about me.
No one ever wants to do anything with me.
I should just fucking disappear
Would be an entire lifetimes worth of fucking depression and anxiety if I just wasn’t here. That’s at least something.
Maybe even preferable to whatever shitty fucking situation I’m in right now.
The fucks even the point.
No one’s going to love me anyways.