Damn. This is good.
hypnoticdirgerecords.bandcamp.com/album/he-lef...
Struggling to get a clearer shot of it but was happy to see a
@transgressivemetal.bsky.social shirt pop up on Tip Toe. 💜
Heartbreaking to read that James of Gost has passed. His music left it's mark. I remember catching them supporting Perturbator in Manchester 10 Years ago and he was so surprised and happy to see people enjoying his set and going for Gost merch too.
Not all autistic meltdowns are visible.
Some of them look like smiling, nodding, “I’m fine.”
All while your body is on fire.
Internalised meltdowns don’t disappear.
They get redirected - into dissociation.
Into self-blame.
And because no one sees them, no one believes how much they cost.
I never realise how angry and done I actually am until I listen to Primitive Man.
The kind of post-black metal that really gets you.
deadtreescn.bandcamp.com/album/new-wo...
You didn’t “hold it together.”
You swallowed the meltdown and redirected it inward.
Instead of screaming - you froze.
Instead of hitting a wall - you hit yourself with thoughts.
Instead of leaving - you stayed and disappeared.
You never called it what it was.
A meltdown.
Invisible to others