I lied I'm no longer cured it's cold again and I dislike my surroundings
Stupid fuck
I'm cured it's warm and the sun is out
Nothing like some beautiful weather to remind you of the mistakes you've made and how you wish you could go back in time and find yourself one year ago and deck her in the face
Every time I think things are getting better something happens that makes me realize I am so unbelievably far from living a life I can be proud of
Sometimes when things are getting better I think "what if I just ______ myself instead just in case something else awful happens that I have to live with the reality of until my natural passing"
