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stressica 2: electric boogaloo
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hmm .. nothing good .....
I sincerely feel like I could saw into my own leg and would need to hit the bone before I felt a single thing
I recognise that this sounds really whacky, but it's... the truth. I don't even notice myself. I feel pain inside of me but I don't really feel 'me' anymore? I'm aware that I have my skeleton but not all the rest. I feel like I've been coated in numbing cream and it's seeped into my muscles
idk how to explain this but I feel like my entire body has been living encased in my own mind for years. like, if I pinch my leg I can feel pressure on my leg, and I feel pressure on my fingers, but I am not connected - it feels like I could be holding anything, and anyone could be touching me ?
now if I go to Bendigo I leave my region for all the mental health support service referrals that are in place and they will all be rejected and I can't do that shit in Bendigo. I'm in no place mentally to get by and recover without help. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go. Fuck 2/2.
I don't even think these are my legs
Hey remember that arsonist I met in a psych ward who excused his arson as 'well it was my house, it was my belongings. I can do what I want with my own stuff, I literally didn't hurt anyone else'? should I call him do you think ?
lol idek what I'm fuckin doing anymore I'm just lying here half-conscious staring at whatever screen I can absolutely fucking floundering to avoid my reality. my lease ends in 14 days and I haven't packed or organised a thing. I was planning to go to Bendigo to stay with my nan for a bit but 1/2
This is great. Here's @owenjones.bsky.social basically doing the WKUK bit on TV, but about how in the UK you can't legally say you support the group Palestine Action.
