I adored both of these books and definitely rec them if they sound at all up your alley.
ainsley
oh how i love a book where you get more from it the more times you read it
also very much in my era of wanting stories about people who see 40 in the rear view
Today in terrible ideas: an Ilya vid that starts out with the opening of "My Immortal" (with some sort of record scratch moment and a song change to idek what)
FORTUNATELY I haven't learned to vid yet so we are all spared
