Argh.
Just saw an unconcerned message from my doc. I was very confused. Then I realized that the "normal" values included on the test results weren't the ones I should have looked at.
So I freaked out about nothing. Goddamn it.
My box of assorted disposable dinnerware has nearly reached its mature life stage where it is just a box of plastic knives.
On the other hand, I've been blaming myself for my fatigue for so long, it's kind of a relief to see test results telling me that, yeah, things haven't been okay and it is not just because I'm a bad diabetic and depressive.
Hopefully I'll hear about next steps on Monday.
Argh. The results from yesterday's labs were both low, which looks like it means something isn't right and my doc is probably gonna order more tests.
It might explain some of the fatigue, I guess.
(I'm having a tiny anxiety attack.)
Kit fox pups playing around their den in the Borrego Badlands (Video: Sicco Rood).
I forgot that I came home and found this guy in my yard!
Oh my gosh!
Thank you, everyone. 🌷
I'm still a bit wobbly over it. "These hormones might be low because of a problem with your pituitary gland." I could handle needing HRT/more meds, but I'm not thrilled with the idea of a tumor or some shit in my brain.
My new book for looking at when my brain doesn't work. 🤎
#MorningEarworm, can't we give ourselves one more chance?