You can't control Tourette's tics.
You can control apologizing for what you say.
"Unalive" "grape" "seggs" This has got to stop. Do people hear themselves? Its like talking to a particularly sensitive toddler. We can't remove serious words from our language just because we're afraid some fickle algorithm will show our posts to less people
there are a lot of people working in the government right now who want to intentionally trigger an apocalypse to create the conditions for the return of jesus christ and I know how crazy that sounds but its absolutely true
However not everything revolves around you. It sure as shit doesn't revolve arond me, but I have a finite amount of the things I actively have control over my life and being performative is exhausting
Good night and good luck 💜
I'll admit to my own shit in this situation, but really it wasn't the best side of me and for that I truly apologize for my part and getting swept up in the mania. Please understand this is not an excuse, but at this point I'm reaching full clarity and this whole mess is bat shit.
You know it's really freaking exhausting... If I knew what was in store I probably would have just stayed in my own bubble...I want off this crazy thing
But also I literally said I needed space and time to get my shit together because it was coming apart at the seams. Mostly due to my personal mental health and societal pressures being shit. I don't expect anyone to understand and I understand you will probably take it personally
Basically just got internet back. I will say I'm not blaming anyone
Sorry if you take offense with my choice to pull out of a relationship I didn't feel I was being very authentic to my self
I wish you the best all the same
My silence was mostly due to not having internet or phone service
