yurp..
ended up in the ER for abdominal pain and all kinds of scary symptoms-- they did a ct scan and found "nothing" but apparently i have a cyst on my kidney they didn't bother to mention. LMAO! they discharged me so fast after that like ok youre shrugging it off? i am still in constant pain lolll
i'm trying really fucking hard. i promise.
thank you all for your support. 💕
OH NOOOO PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF 😭😭😭💕💕💕
anyway
thank you to everyone for bearing with me and being so patient and wonderful. i deeply apologize for how stagnant i've been with art. i've just been so ill for so fucking long and i'm getting so so worn down.
i used to be a MACHINE and now i can barely pick up my stylus. i'm losing myself.
i'm STILL sick and have now fallen into a rly deep depressive episode. have been completely incapable of drawing. it's hard rn.
thanks cyclothymia, thanks fibromyalgia, thanks unidentified GI issue, and an extra special thank you to the american healthcare system for failing me at every turn lmfao!
whatever dude. lmao we ball ...
at least i get to see my beautiful wife for our anniversary soon so i can rejuvenate and get a major steroid shot of dopamine lol. she's so fucking amazing and i'm so excited to see her.
this trip is what's keeping me going rn.. light at the end of the tunnel ufm..