s/o to the girlies with voluptuous ears: one time i was told i literally can’t be you, and it became a permanent stat debuff
s/o to the most insane/complimentary neg i’ve ever received: my sister told me, one thousand years ago, that i look like i had surgery to pin my ears back
and fuck me if i don’t evaluate every single photograph of me through the lens of “oh THIS pinback surgery ears-havin bxtch”
hi two amazing people I know need your support and ALSO make a great podcast
i am frustrated with my body, and also sometimes with the rest of myself. like, how worthless am i if i let a little autoimmune disease with ruinous costs to *stabilize and maintain remission on* get me down?
and also? sometimes? i write words so profoundly-stupid that they sing. multitudes, babyy!
i got to the doctor half an hour early, so unfortunately only the last 8 minutes of waiting to get called back have been valid
thrilled to announce the new seasonal lays flavor, brazilian-style garlic sauce, falls into the “weird, but compelling” lays flavor camp. right up there with bbq as a flavor i don’t really like when it’s in my mouth… but i kinda really want it back in my mouth a minute later
i accidentally wore fun contact lenses to the doctor, which is going to add a weird vibe to the important things that i need the doctor to listen to me about
i am going to buy strawberries and a pack of prosciutto-wrapped mozzarella sticks and dishwashing pods after the doctor. because it’s important to have nice things sometimes, especially when you are working very hard =]
thank u i think i felt 1 or 2 good vibes coming in and have since made veggie juice and sat down at my computer to apply for jobs
please keep the good vibes coming!
i have been in insane crohn’s pain with intense brain fog for like 5 days, and only have 15 days to make $3000 so i don’t lose my home.
light improvements today, but i need to sell things and apply for jobs and go to the doctor today instead of collapsing in tears. can i get some good vibes rn??