haven’t slept but an hour in the last 72 hrs but finding out about a NEW Saosin song got me soooooo hyped
https://youtu.be/DiWcBc6Ppa0?si=ZXmEgQImmFkc_SyY
unburden
i don't really play endfield anymore but i just wanted to check out the new update but i guess that's a wash
i feel it gets increasingly hard to find people that share interests these days
maybe i'm just old and not upfront about the things i like but I feel once conversations get thrown to my side, I bring up a thing I like and it's so easily refuted to "oh that thing sucks"
that's a long time ago (since I last opened fl)
oh no! I forgot how to make music (that's ok!) but now I get to learn everything all over again (not good!) and nothing carried over (uh oh) and I still feel creatively burnt out (???)
this gameplay is exhilarating
i think i probably posted about this a couple years ago on socials before but that was strictly speaking about online chatrooms (nothings changed there, everyone argues on the internet) but now after years of co-workers, classmates, friends etc. it's like damn, my spaces are shrinking
