Are you fucking kidding me with this location bullshit Bsky?
I'm not in fucking Ohio you stupid fucking cunts.
Paradise is looking for a home!
All sewn details, head, paws, tail, traditional badge, belt, balaclava, 3 eye lid styles, head pad, removable tongue, 2 brush types,suit spray of your choice, and character ref.
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Short plan is a ok!
The desire to forgo pride art and get vent art because I just want visual of how utterly beaten down, depressed and angry I feel right now.
I'm breathing like I can't fill my lungs properly like I have some anxiety or allergic reaction.
I hate all of this.
Have a fairly quiet day of work, plenty of time to dip into solo games.
Brain: No I wanna play silly games with friends only online on mic being idiots. We do not want to be a recluse today.
Me: We're working and no ones online.
Brain: DEPRESSION SPELL ON US BOTH FUCK YOU AND ME!
85% of the time I'm bad at the silly painting hide and go seek game.
But the other 15% I cook.
Mika gets a longsword.
Mika get's a nicer longsword.
Mika get's a really nice greatsword.
My little knights weapon has changed so often I have yet to get a good reference of what it should look like considering she's made each one by hand herself XD
I hate that when I'm emotional I can't just drop & box away the feelings. I circle around them, I dwell on them, I replay conversations over & over.
I have to sleep I have to start a new day to even begin to reduce them.