I just didn't have it in me to tell any of you. I know it's not a battle I should have faced alone but it was still too hard for me to say anything.
Today I'm taking a step forward. I know they wouldn't want me to be like this. I'm going to go back to the gym and I'm going to make them proud.
I'm LITERALLY wearing a She-Ra t-shirt right now so I'll adore the movie. One of my first ever concepts for a TTRPG I was working on years ago was based off the feeling of He-man, Thundercats and the like. I might have to wait for streaming though, sadly!
I absolutely need to see Masters of the Universe. From what I'm hearing, if you are a fan of cheese, films that don't take themselves seriously and Masters of the Universe then you'll love the movie.
If however, you have no idea what Masters of the Universe is, you'll hate it.
Without them I'd never have got the courage to go on stage and win my first ever cosplay competition. Without them I'd never have met Jess or had the chance to apply for Disney.
They supported me every step of the way and yet I feel like I failed them. That's what's been hurting the most.
That's why I've bene really hard on myself. Why there's been this darkness over me. I know it's not my fault but yet I still feel I failed them because in the end they were so scared, so unhappy they took their life. A beautiful, kind woman gone from the world.
So, there's a reason I haven't been myself for a while. A friend of mine who's transgender took their own life a few months back and I've been dealing with that ever since. They couldn't take the hatred they faced everyday, all made worse by the government.
I haven't been able to leave the house...
It's also hilarious that it's mostly just millennials or older going to see the movie. Apparently that's why it's failing! Not that it's a bad movie, it's just kids these days don't care about Masters of the Universe.
I'm not making this about me either. Instead I just want to show that this course the Government is on is having very real and horrific consequences. I lost a good friend with a beautiful heart and soul who's be there to support me in my cosplay journey from the start...
So, there's a reason I haven't been myself for a while. A friend of mine who's transgender took their own life a few months back and I've been dealing with that ever since. They couldn't take the hatred they faced everyday, all made worse by the government.
I haven't been able to leave the house...
It makes me laugh when so called fans are calling Fable GAYBLE and WOKE.
My friends, Fable was one of the queerest games released at the time of the original Xbox. You are just a tourist. You are not a fan.
Fable has always been camp, gay and "woke" - The choice has ALWAYS been there.