first time, btw!! first time ever being sexual with other human beings, and it had to happen with someone who didn't even want to be there
i want to believe that i deserve good things but it gets a little hard to believe when shit like this happens
would u cuddle a cuddleplush sized bird that is a plushie
being uncommunicative because you worry the truth would upset somebody is the most spineless shit in the world, i'm sorry. being lied to for over a month is the thing that upsets me, i've long since come to terms with the fact that my body isn't appealing to everyone. even me, oftentimes
just kind of the culmination of all of my most potent insecurities, really. i didn't do anything wrong here, i was communicative and would've never attempted to fuck someone who i knew wasn't actually into me, and yet i had to experience having my first time being intimate with others this way
vent, venting
i think i still haven't recovered from losing one of my only irl friends after a month and a half of hanging out together and being sexually intimate because she did not actually find me attractive and had been forcing herself for fear of upsetting me
hi friends i got my permit (the interim card until they send the real one)
the test was not particularly difficult :D
i dont wanna go to highschool... is there a soberschool
