commission for @totallynotatypo.bsky.social for a trippy tablet wallpaper featuring a robotic deer type being
when i saw that art for the first time it registered as me almost violently, it was like looking in a mirror. the two songs became associated though the music is different genres. so next step is that i'm going to try to draw knife in the shape of this one. essentially a nonanthro knife? or quad-ish
and in the effort of full disclosure, i am currently changing my antipsychotic med, so. brain times
i've been really really nervous about posting this and stuff like it, its usually something i only share with one or two of my closest companions in private
in conclusion: it's important to me to be known as a being that isn't spiritually human. never have been, never will be.
i am a Creature, but it's not the same kind as you. take me out of your box and out of society's. you don't know, and you can't know. peel off the labels; they don't serve me. i barely keep it together trying to appear human. masking takes all of its energy away and leaves it cold and wilted.
did you find community in your rejection of community? i did not when i tried to. i have dear companions who understand, but there's no society for me. and that's why i don't use those words or have the little symbols and flags on display anywhere. there is so much that doesn't work in this life
www.discogs.com/master/17492... -- one of the most personal pieces i've done. based on the feel and imagery from one song, as well as the album art from the pic attached (different bands).
