My goal to figure out who I'm meant to be, I didn't know that I was dragging my own name through the dirt for so long by letting the people who were closest to me use me as a tool then discard me.
How much of myself did I abandon to hopeless dreams that wouldn't follow through?
I've achieved my goal
Nothing actually matters here, in this world of mankind.
I just am, I'm already Jove.
I'm him
There's no more blockades, I'm finally awake.
I feel so happy
literally my childhood lowkey
The greatest thing I ever did, was let go of who I was to become who I'm meant to be.
I don't feel anything for any of my friends, or for who I was, and I only have room in my heart to feel happy <3
I'm mentally invincible now, and I'll never let another person into my heart again.
I haven't drawn anything for myself in a while so I'm warming up with a study.
This was where it started btw
"Becoming"
(I could 100% become an artist if I tried, I'm not dogshit, I'm focused on my formal education right now.)