to the anonymous who designed this sudowoodo/sneasel fusion, i thank you for my life
#rivriderart #fanart #pokemoninfinitefusion
I could also start over and rebuild my artist popularity but it’s gonna suck when I start over again because I’ve been using that account for over three years and counting, but I used to have a massive following especially towards that one game fandom, but they’ve cut ties with me and the voices—
In my head just kept telling me to leave this site for good.
Now my massive following is pokemon but when I start over, i hope the voices in my head would just stop telling me to leave..
It totally feels silly for me to wipe everything off of my bluesky account especially on pride month but I couldn’t get the hallucinations out of my head and it has come to a conclusion that I cannot recover from what happened between that one supercell fandom unless I delete my account..
The sudden urge to finally delete everything due to very bad hallucinations and voices in my head just flat out telling me to delete my entire account because the only way to get rid of those hallucinations is to get rid of my entire account /neg
All of a sudden I feel like my energy i drawing has gone to the point of wanting to quit art and never go back.
I’ve drawn at least only two lines but my energy in drawing has gone downhill at this point, and I’m currently on the fence on the pride ych.
If my art block gets worse then I might have no choice but to either cancel the free pride ych or just put it on indefinite hiatus..
Made this quick ref sheet for Berry and Ivy's PMD forms a while ago,, wanted to make it its own post
#sneasel #pmd #pokemon
